Celebrities with eating disorders before and after

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I became too fast too fast fast fast. I used to think that if I could just lose weight and lose 20 pounds over the course of a year my life would get betterso Id eat a lot and then run really, really fast, but then it worked the other way around. Id gain 20 pounds and then lose it allbut then Id gain 20 pounds and then lose it all again. I used to think that every time I ate somethingespecially something good, like a delicious piece of cakeI would lose more weightbut then Id gorge on the cake and then it would make me feel like shitbut it was so good. I used to think that once I got back on track and started exercising I would stop eating everything and be free from the pounds I had gained. But then I became so heavy again it was hard to walk two blocks without feeling bloated and full and unable to maintain any sort of normal lifeand thats how I ended up getting a second heart attack and a stroke. I used to think that just because I had a girlfriendand we slept together once or twice a monthI would stop being such a fatty. But then I started going out with another girl and we really started sleeping together moreand sleeping together moreand sleeping together moreand having sex with herand it was so easy. And I lost a lot of weight and got back to the place Id been before without even having sex. I used to think that I might be able to cut down on my drinking in case I got a second heart attackand that maybe I wouldnt have those other heart attacks. But then I had my second heart attack and I really cut down on everything. I used to think that I would lose weight and my heart problems would disappear. But then I got a really bad chest cold and a week later I was back to being so heavy. So I learned that it really didnt matter what I ate or how much I exercised or what I ate or how much I exercisedexcept for those things that really were importantbut Im not sure if thats true. I didnt realize how easy it was to gain weight back once I began a strict diet. And how much easier it would be to keep that weight on for the next year or so. And so I started eating less and exercising more. Then I lost the weight and kept it until I was back to the weight I had before my heart attack. And then I lost the weight and kept it until it was back to the weight I had before my heart attack. And then it only got worse again and worse.

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